coolkid1
November 30th, 2011, 10:32 PM
Okay, I need some major advice but you will def need the background to fully understand, so here I go.
I am a 16 yr old junior on high honor roll and can easily be classified as a nerd minus the acne. I have never done drugs prior to this point. Well anyways I went to a football game by myself (I walked) and saw a lot of people from school. At halftime, a lot of people started to leave because we were losing so bad. Two seniors who i rarely ever talk to offered me a ride home and I accepted. They missed my house, and, (saving a lot of unnecessary parts) we ended up going to a drug deal and offered me to smoke but I declined. The next weekend, we hung out at one of the senior's house and, after 2 hours, they convinced me (peer pressured me) to smoke some and I loved it.
I had trouble talking to people after it got out the week later, and it became too hard to talk to them at school. 7 weeks had past since the night and i hung out with one of the seniors and it only took 5 minutes before I smoked again. Now it's been about a month and I have this giant urge to go back, even though I know I shouldn't and I still have second thoughts (STILL!).
The question: What should I do - go over and enjoy myself, or resist temptation and stay pissed at myself for not going over, like I have been? I'd do anything at this point to go over.
(I wouldn't bring this to VT, but my friends aren't making this choice easy; they are making it a heck of a lot worse).
I am a 16 yr old junior on high honor roll and can easily be classified as a nerd minus the acne. I have never done drugs prior to this point. Well anyways I went to a football game by myself (I walked) and saw a lot of people from school. At halftime, a lot of people started to leave because we were losing so bad. Two seniors who i rarely ever talk to offered me a ride home and I accepted. They missed my house, and, (saving a lot of unnecessary parts) we ended up going to a drug deal and offered me to smoke but I declined. The next weekend, we hung out at one of the senior's house and, after 2 hours, they convinced me (peer pressured me) to smoke some and I loved it.
I had trouble talking to people after it got out the week later, and it became too hard to talk to them at school. 7 weeks had past since the night and i hung out with one of the seniors and it only took 5 minutes before I smoked again. Now it's been about a month and I have this giant urge to go back, even though I know I shouldn't and I still have second thoughts (STILL!).
The question: What should I do - go over and enjoy myself, or resist temptation and stay pissed at myself for not going over, like I have been? I'd do anything at this point to go over.
(I wouldn't bring this to VT, but my friends aren't making this choice easy; they are making it a heck of a lot worse).