Dimentio
November 30th, 2011, 07:56 AM
Well i fount out i was gay when i was 13 but had feelings for guys when i was 12, But did not want to show it, And my best friend at the time was the guy i liked, As he showed feelings for stuff, But when he asked me who i liked, I said my friend who had been my friend since year one! So he thought i was straight as this person is a she, Then we had an on and off relationship.
We went out 6 times in the end, But then i decided i had, Had enough, Though she kept hinting she liked me, But the thing is, Because i am gay, We only every hugged and cuddled up not kissing or anything else, Then one day, My best guy friend, I went to talk to him one day, He blanked me, Has not spoken to me since, Though when were in P.E. And if were i the same room he does look at me a few times, I have tried building bridges with him, But he is not having none of it.
But after my fourth time going out with this girl, Me and this boy, I never noticed how close we were, But then that is when i realized, I had feelings for him, Then i did not like my Girlfriend or my best guy friend before he stopped talking to me, So after i had my six times dating her, Loosing my best guy friend, And having feelings for this new boy, I had turnt 13.
Since then, Me and this boy, We are quite close, And i have posted it somewhere else the signs he shows for him liking me and not liking me, But yeah, I am now 15, And for three years i have been pondering on whether or not he likes me, And there was many a time where i said, Yeah he does, No he doesn't, I will ask him, I don't want to speak to him, But in the end, I thought, I am not ruining out friendship, So i just have been with these feelings for 3 years and just let us be friends.
But when we leave school, I am hoping i will get enough courage to ask him, And as it is because it is the end of school, If he does not want to see me he doesn't, He can't tell no one so they can bully me any more, And if he says yes, Then we can see each other all we like.
But IF we do go out! I don't have the most amazing singing voice, But in my heart, I am a HUGE romantic! And a person who loves to give hugs, So i would most likely sing him Your Song, Then he can deal with my death tones, And i could be romantic, But we would both be laughing :)
And as he can cook, And as i ahve said somewhere else on here as well, That i can't cook for poop! Like i am a guy who could make a galss of milk turn to acid! He would be the cook, I could be the Entertainment, He could sort out the bills (We would both pay but Maths is not my strong point!) When i get my job with animals and where ever he gets his job, We would see who has the most money as we are both quite competitive, It is funny, Put us with anyone, We won't fight or compiet, But against each other, We would fight to the death!
Like one time in P.E. I have the lower body strenght, He has the upper, So he can quite easily over power me ( Good for the bedroom ha ha ;) ) But we was doing a Bleep Test, And we were both keeping an eye on each other, And just trying to beat the other, But in the end, We both ran so much and pushed ourselfs so much, At the exact same time we bent over, Spilt our guts and walked to get a drink and then to the medicle room ha ha, So we always want to beat each other!
So yeah, If we were adults, And daiting, What ever one lackes the other would make up for, We hardly argue and when we do it is silly little things that either me or him do things that we get over them quickly!
So yeah, We are good friends now, I love him with all my heart! Hoping he feels the same, And we would make a good couple when were older! :D I am just so excited by the thought of that! Use sharing a place and being comfortbale as us and happy together :) I feel like a pirnce with no princess ha ha, I want him! And i need him! I love him and miss him LOTS!
Have you got a little love story? True like mine and base on stuff you want to happen in the future? Or just make one up? Put your comments down below and say if it is true or false :D (I like being a YouTuber gamer and commentary! It feels so natural to say that ha ha!)
We went out 6 times in the end, But then i decided i had, Had enough, Though she kept hinting she liked me, But the thing is, Because i am gay, We only every hugged and cuddled up not kissing or anything else, Then one day, My best guy friend, I went to talk to him one day, He blanked me, Has not spoken to me since, Though when were in P.E. And if were i the same room he does look at me a few times, I have tried building bridges with him, But he is not having none of it.
But after my fourth time going out with this girl, Me and this boy, I never noticed how close we were, But then that is when i realized, I had feelings for him, Then i did not like my Girlfriend or my best guy friend before he stopped talking to me, So after i had my six times dating her, Loosing my best guy friend, And having feelings for this new boy, I had turnt 13.
Since then, Me and this boy, We are quite close, And i have posted it somewhere else the signs he shows for him liking me and not liking me, But yeah, I am now 15, And for three years i have been pondering on whether or not he likes me, And there was many a time where i said, Yeah he does, No he doesn't, I will ask him, I don't want to speak to him, But in the end, I thought, I am not ruining out friendship, So i just have been with these feelings for 3 years and just let us be friends.
But when we leave school, I am hoping i will get enough courage to ask him, And as it is because it is the end of school, If he does not want to see me he doesn't, He can't tell no one so they can bully me any more, And if he says yes, Then we can see each other all we like.
But IF we do go out! I don't have the most amazing singing voice, But in my heart, I am a HUGE romantic! And a person who loves to give hugs, So i would most likely sing him Your Song, Then he can deal with my death tones, And i could be romantic, But we would both be laughing :)
And as he can cook, And as i ahve said somewhere else on here as well, That i can't cook for poop! Like i am a guy who could make a galss of milk turn to acid! He would be the cook, I could be the Entertainment, He could sort out the bills (We would both pay but Maths is not my strong point!) When i get my job with animals and where ever he gets his job, We would see who has the most money as we are both quite competitive, It is funny, Put us with anyone, We won't fight or compiet, But against each other, We would fight to the death!
Like one time in P.E. I have the lower body strenght, He has the upper, So he can quite easily over power me ( Good for the bedroom ha ha ;) ) But we was doing a Bleep Test, And we were both keeping an eye on each other, And just trying to beat the other, But in the end, We both ran so much and pushed ourselfs so much, At the exact same time we bent over, Spilt our guts and walked to get a drink and then to the medicle room ha ha, So we always want to beat each other!
So yeah, If we were adults, And daiting, What ever one lackes the other would make up for, We hardly argue and when we do it is silly little things that either me or him do things that we get over them quickly!
So yeah, We are good friends now, I love him with all my heart! Hoping he feels the same, And we would make a good couple when were older! :D I am just so excited by the thought of that! Use sharing a place and being comfortbale as us and happy together :) I feel like a pirnce with no princess ha ha, I want him! And i need him! I love him and miss him LOTS!
Have you got a little love story? True like mine and base on stuff you want to happen in the future? Or just make one up? Put your comments down below and say if it is true or false :D (I like being a YouTuber gamer and commentary! It feels so natural to say that ha ha!)