thinking about suicide

[SeanM1997]

I have been depressed for a while since one of my close friends killed himself. I have lost joy in things that I used to like, my grades in school have droped majorly and my parents yell at me for not doing my best. I find things funny to others very dull and boring. Things that enclude murder blood and such make me feel good inside. I don't know if I have a illness or I feel that I want to do that. Today I was listening to Eminem and I listened carefully to the lyrics and heard of him thinking of killing himself. I thought about my life and what I have acomplished, not much. I thought about my friend and what he did and how we did so many things together. I got really sad and went for my dads hidden pistol but got called for by my mom. Do I need help or need to talk to someone about my depression? Please give me advice!

[PoseidonX43]

you need to go to your parents about this and see a phyc about this because i know life is hard somtimes, but you got to seethe good in it, im going thrugh the samthing right now losing a friend, but i fight those feelings, i used to let other people bother me but i finely had enough and i ingnored it, but for your other problems, you really need to go to a family member, and seek help, suicide is not the answer it will only hurt the ones around you.

if you need anything dont be afraid to PM me! :hug:

[flumeendeavors]

Aww dear. BIG HUGS ! I know everything seems like its just going for shit right now but trust me, it does eventually get better! i promise you. I had one of my best friends kill himself and ive also been dealing with severe depression for 3 years now. I know what its like but once you start to heal, you start to notice little things that make you happy again. You have to learn to fight for recovery though. Find that one person in your life that you are willing to get better for. Ive totally been there but you HAVE to hang on. IT GETS BETTER. I know better than anyone. It does.

[Jmann]

I'm the same way. I'm struggling with depression big time and I have attempted suicide before. I had to tell my mom and from there I got help. You have to tell your parents so you can go see a psychiatrist. Please don't commit suicide cause there is a better way to become happy. If you commit suicide, look at everyone around you. Look where they would be stuck in. You just need to talk to someone, that's my advice bro. Suicide isn't the answer. If you need someone to talk to, PM me or call 1 800 - suicide. Depression hurts, I know, But I know you can get over it. Be strong :)

[Luke23]

I feel kind of the same way. I don't think I'm fully depressed though. Often when something goes bad it's the first thing that comes to my head and I think one day I might do it. When I'm happy I really am, but if I'm not I don't feel good at all. I don't really know what to think.

[antiabort]

you need to go to your parents about this and see a phyc about this because i know life is hard somtimes, but you got to seethe good in it, im going thrugh the samthing right now losing a friend, but i fight those feelings, i used to let other people bother me but i finely had enough and i ingnored it, but for your other problems, you really need to go to a family member, and seek help, suicide is not the answer it will only hurt the ones around you.

if you need anything dont be afraid to PM me! :hug:

You do not need to see a phyc... All they will do is prescribe you a bunch of shit that will fuck you up some more. Just talk to somebody about it.

[StoppingTime]

You do not need to see a phyc... All they will do is prescribe you a bunch of shit that will fuck you up some more. Just talk to somebody about it.

For some people, seeing someone really can help. Don't ever say someone shouldn't get help in a situation like this. It isn't that easy for people to just "talk to someone".