Why?

[Carla]

I feel so stupid, I trust you guys not to judge me.
I have been self harming for a few months now. I don't know why I do it, sometimes I really feel down or nervous but I think I am just attention seeking and I hate myself for it. It's weird, I don't want to stop but I am scared of myself, I don't want to be an attention seeker but I am. My parents don't know but all my friends do.
I don't even know what I am asking, but I just hate myself for being an attentions seeker.

[Njathind]

Hmmm I'm not sure what your asking either :P

It sounds like your in a bad place atm, you seem to be judging yourself a lot which is never healthy. At the end of the day your not an attention seeker, you self harming to cope not to get attention and there is nothing wrong with that. However SH is an unhealthy way of coping, I would urge you to speak to someone who can help as soon as you can. It could be anyone, a teacher, a councilor anyone that is able to get you help. The sooner you can do this the better you will feel.

:hug: