Fucked up

[SomethingIncredible]

Hi, I am something incredible. But lets not worry about the depth of my divinity right this moment. I think my habits are normal, maybe a bit appaling, but not abnormal or disgusting. I'm just very entertained by thoughts of people commiting suicide. But only from jumping. The bigger the building the better I feel. I love going to the city, just so I can imagine people jumping. I even look up videos of people jumping. I guess its almost like an orgasm, they jump and they slowly pick up speed and then splat. I think it's one of the most incredible things in history. Especially when they are splattered. It brings a smile to my face any day.

[Bob_]

Well no, this isn't common, but as an individual, this is how it is. I don't mean to offend, but you may want to seek further help if these thoughts begin to become actions. However, I see this as your personal way to relieve yourself of depression, stress, or anything along those lines. If this, though odd to most people, is interesting to you, than it is what it is. Death has always interested people throughout history, and what you feel is a specific part of this interest. You should write/draw these thoughts, people always enjoy artwork involving such deep topics, and I believe it would be a good way to keep these thoughs from over-running your mind.

No clue if this was useful or if it can help, but I can't really make a connection to your mind. But I hope you can make something of it!

-Bob