i Dont know why....

[imnotanumber]

Ive been cutting bout 7 years now... i dont even know why anymore it dosnt make me happy it dosnt make me sad it makes me feel meh you know. I know i need to stop for me my freinds and my family ive tried to stop but every time i get super pissed or depreesed. I cant talk to an adult i cant trust them and it only makes it worse they take away my only reason to live music.
ive talked to my freinds but few actualy care.
im looseing my sanity my grip on life and im loseing frnds.......

[StoppingTime]

You've found the right place! Anybody here is more than happy to anything you need to vent about, and we're always ere for you. But is there anyone in your real life who you feel really listens and cares about you?