Charlotte93
November 25th, 2011, 07:51 PM
So i was a really bad s.h. havent been here in a while cause it reminds me alot of how i used to be.
When i stoped s.h. i had went over the edge. I had cut 26 in one day really bad on my hip then 14 the next day. It just kind of hit me that this was really bad and i had to stop so i did. Since then i havent been cutting since except for a few relapses resently. Now it just dosn't make sence anymore though. I'v moved on from that life but it's coming back right to me. It seems like i can't escape. Over the past few months of not cutting i even forgot about my depreshion a little but it just comes back especialy when I'm alone and right now thats kind of alot. I just don't get it anymore. Things just don't make sence.
Can anyone offer any help??
When i stoped s.h. i had went over the edge. I had cut 26 in one day really bad on my hip then 14 the next day. It just kind of hit me that this was really bad and i had to stop so i did. Since then i havent been cutting since except for a few relapses resently. Now it just dosn't make sence anymore though. I'v moved on from that life but it's coming back right to me. It seems like i can't escape. Over the past few months of not cutting i even forgot about my depreshion a little but it just comes back especialy when I'm alone and right now thats kind of alot. I just don't get it anymore. Things just don't make sence.
Can anyone offer any help??