Im loosing my mind

[Professional Russian]

I just closed my eyes and i couldnt open them and i saws omething which i cant tell what it was then it all went black and i heard noises and heard different voice:help:

[Oath]

Have you spoken to a professional about this? If you haven't, I would. That sounds like it might be schizophrenia of some sort. Having trances and experiences of seeing and hearing things that are not real isn't good.