I dont know anymore *may trigger*

[acryforhelp]

So....I was in a treatment facility the last six months....I have been out 9 days and I am already cutting again. I dont know what to do. I want to confide in someone but I am scared to do so for fear of what they will do. I hate having the police show up at my house and going to the hospital. I dont even know what to say except that I am addicted to cutting....

[Bath]

You don't need the police. If you act calm and rational whenever you confide somebody, they won't need to call the police. Obviously that treatment facility didn't work for you. Remember, there's never an easy answer, it's always going to be complicated.

I can relate to the 'failing' feeling, like all hope is lost, like you'll never stop. You will, we will. It's all in finding the right balance of things... finding the root of the problems, and fixing them as much as you can. All hope is not lost.