Someone help me please :(

[Animalex]

Someone please help me :(
For a while now ive been thinking that i might be bisexual, but i wanted to experiment. On the way home from school today i took the opportunity.
I have this friend who is the same age as me (and abit of a retard). We used to talk about sex and masturbation alot. Anyway, i was joking about masturbating in a bush, and he thought i was being serious. Eventually we did. I was enjoying it for a while until he asked me to touch his cock. At the time this seemed like a good idea, so i gave him a couple of wanking strokes and then went back to wanking myself off.
Now, i feel terrible. I dont know why the fuck i touched his nob. It seems like my hand will never become clean. Everything i hear reminds me of it and makes me feel sick. I don't know why i did it. I feel so stupid. I hate myself

[Donkey]

Um, you are not bisexual unless you are both physically and emotionally attracted to males and females. If you are only physically attracted to males, you will just be curious. Which is the case for many teenagers that end up straight.

Puberty For Boys -> Teen Sexuality

[CoolGuyXD]

I agree. You were just wanting to experiment.

[Animalex]

i know i was experimenting, but even so, at the time it felt right and normal (as i know experimenting is) but now i just feel so bad, like ive done something really wrong :(

[StoppingTime]

It isn't anything to be ashamed of. Just about every guy, willing to admit it or not, has felt this. You're fine.

[Animalex]

realy? i just feel so god dam frustrated at myself for doing it though :(

[StoppingTime]

No. Don't be. It's fine and normal.

[shadman]

It'll be fine dude. U just realized what u dont wanna do. In time u'll be fine.

[Can'tHelpIt]

Well this is kinda like a video about teen sex I once saw
This kid well had sex and when he got home he took a shower and another shower etc. idk how many he took but it was b/c he felt dirty,guilty. he got over it prettty quickly like 2 weekks and since you only wanked the guy yesterday you should be over it in like 3-4 days

HAPPY TURKEY DAY

[deion1018]

Maybe you just experimented with the wrong guy? I'm completely gay, and I've had previous experiences where I felt horrible after doing something with a certain guy, so it's possible that it was just the wrong guy.

[RoseyCadaver]

A lot of people will have weird regret or guilt feelings. I wouldn't suggest jacking off in a bush, ever, but there is nothing wrong with experimentation.

I myself felt really weird the first time I experimented. You'll probably forget in a while , or get used to the thought :P.

[JAYDEN_M]

A lot of guys have done that and they turn out completely fine.

[Craig1995]

U just wanted to experiment its very normal theres nothing wrong with it and you SHOULD NOT HATE YOURSELF FOR IT.