shadman
November 21st, 2011, 07:56 PM
Ok first off, I acame to an conclusion...I am Bisexual :yes:. I been sexualy curiose about the same sex and now I thought of emosional...I was kool with it.:whoops:
Ok now the pont of the post, and excuse me for the grammer and the miss spells, my friend "spell check" is not here right now lol. Well anyway I've been bi-curiose for about 3 years now I think. I've had no luck finding a guy up here. One, I haven't found a guy I find attractive ether emosionally and/or sexualy up here. Two, All my guy friends I can't see that way. Three, the Bi guys are whores and the gay guys are way flamboyant for my tast, and I want to be the bottom hands down ;). And finaly four, most of the guys here are fake as shit!
I want a bf, or atlest a guy to get eather/or both close emosionly to (as in lover not friend) and sexualy. Oh another way I found out I was bi was that I'm picky, and just not when it comes to guys too lol:P. I want to know what if feel like to be with a man. I know about being with a woman, and no compants there:D. Buuuut I am Bi and I'm not just saying that, I want penis too! lol.
What I find attractive about a guy...
1. I must find him attractive physically. Mostlly I like a emo looking guys, but I have to spend time with them before I think even a didally sqat about them that way lol
2. Personality wise..they have to be layed backish, cuddlish (:wub: kinda a must in any relationship I'm in.), wants to be "the guy" between us (more of that in "3"), and PDA! I'm not out yet and not ready to be, prob even ever fully anyway. + I'm not that affectionate in public with girls(matters the place).
3. Must be a Top! When I think about being with a guy, I imagian him cuddling me, wrapping his arms around me, and well as for sex...not to get graphic, but me on my fours and he...well you know:wub:. I would prapher to be the "bottom", the "girl" if you will. Whatever you want to excribe it I guess lol. When I'm with a girl I'm always in control in the bed area, and the one being all holding them, and cuddling them. WHICH I HAVE KNOW PROB WITH. Just would like to be the one domminated lol.
4. Last one, must be ok with me not being out and wanting to keep us hush hush. If it comes to it if I'm deeply inlove with him, and sure I want to spend the rest of my life with him. Then I will come fully out. As for now I'm really just considering telling 3 people right now, and that I'm not so sure about.
I think a BF in my life right now would be a good thing for me, other then another GF(which hasen't been that great in that department lol). Hell, I'm willing to do all of it, go "all the way" even in time(as in how the relasionship goes :P) But me no "internet whore" looking for chat/phone sex. Well as for now I'm on the net throw a PSP(thes was writien on my mom's bf's comp.) and no phone so not possable anyway. Oh and done with long distance relationships. If I ever enter another one, it be with my ex(my first time:)).
Well thats it. Tell me what you think I should do. I know you can't give me tips and thats not what I'm asking for. Just wanted to know what you would do if you were me.
Ok now the pont of the post, and excuse me for the grammer and the miss spells, my friend "spell check" is not here right now lol. Well anyway I've been bi-curiose for about 3 years now I think. I've had no luck finding a guy up here. One, I haven't found a guy I find attractive ether emosionally and/or sexualy up here. Two, All my guy friends I can't see that way. Three, the Bi guys are whores and the gay guys are way flamboyant for my tast, and I want to be the bottom hands down ;). And finaly four, most of the guys here are fake as shit!
I want a bf, or atlest a guy to get eather/or both close emosionly to (as in lover not friend) and sexualy. Oh another way I found out I was bi was that I'm picky, and just not when it comes to guys too lol:P. I want to know what if feel like to be with a man. I know about being with a woman, and no compants there:D. Buuuut I am Bi and I'm not just saying that, I want penis too! lol.
What I find attractive about a guy...
1. I must find him attractive physically. Mostlly I like a emo looking guys, but I have to spend time with them before I think even a didally sqat about them that way lol
2. Personality wise..they have to be layed backish, cuddlish (:wub: kinda a must in any relationship I'm in.), wants to be "the guy" between us (more of that in "3"), and PDA! I'm not out yet and not ready to be, prob even ever fully anyway. + I'm not that affectionate in public with girls(matters the place).
3. Must be a Top! When I think about being with a guy, I imagian him cuddling me, wrapping his arms around me, and well as for sex...not to get graphic, but me on my fours and he...well you know:wub:. I would prapher to be the "bottom", the "girl" if you will. Whatever you want to excribe it I guess lol. When I'm with a girl I'm always in control in the bed area, and the one being all holding them, and cuddling them. WHICH I HAVE KNOW PROB WITH. Just would like to be the one domminated lol.
4. Last one, must be ok with me not being out and wanting to keep us hush hush. If it comes to it if I'm deeply inlove with him, and sure I want to spend the rest of my life with him. Then I will come fully out. As for now I'm really just considering telling 3 people right now, and that I'm not so sure about.
I think a BF in my life right now would be a good thing for me, other then another GF(which hasen't been that great in that department lol). Hell, I'm willing to do all of it, go "all the way" even in time(as in how the relasionship goes :P) But me no "internet whore" looking for chat/phone sex. Well as for now I'm on the net throw a PSP(thes was writien on my mom's bf's comp.) and no phone so not possable anyway. Oh and done with long distance relationships. If I ever enter another one, it be with my ex(my first time:)).
Well thats it. Tell me what you think I should do. I know you can't give me tips and thats not what I'm asking for. Just wanted to know what you would do if you were me.