Whats happening? And what do i do?

[beebs]

I go from periods of servere depression and being real happy and fine. Like for a few months im self harming, self loathing a lot and feeling extremly suicidle, then ill be happy and fine.

But recently ive been happy and in that stage, but then suddenly ill feel really suicidel, these feelings carry on for about 15 minutes, sometime longer, but they go within the hour. These sudden bad feelings have led me to attempting suicide twice in the last few weeks. Both from the sudden quick decisions, that happen in these bouts of bad feelings. I dont know what to do when this happens because the feelings take over me and i cant really control what i do.

What should i do when this happens?

[xxbunkxx]

i think me and you would bond alot this happends to me all the time as a boy i think that no one cares and that no one would miss me if i kill my self but it usually goes away about an hour of two i cant control it eather so maybe we should talk about it with each other some time?

[teendanica]

I don't know. Should I say, bipolarism? Not sure. Try searching for that.

[Amaryllis]

Hey sweetheart. I understand where you're coming from. I often feel like this, as well. Just know it -will- pass. It may lass for minutes, days, weeks or months but it -will- pass.

You just need to wait it out and try your hardest not to cut because that genuinely helps nothing. Try to watch funny videos, scroll through funny pictures, talk to funny people, talk to -anyone- who helps, friends, anything. Read. Write. Listen to -happy- music or at least, not sad music. Try doing something repetitive like scribbling or doodling, something you can lose yourself in.

If whatever you feel persists and it just -doesn't get better- no matter what you do, I strongly recommend you see a qualified psychiatrist. Good luck, honey! <3

Love,
Amaryllis

[beebs]

i think me and you would bond alot this happends to me all the time as a boy i think that no one cares and that no one would miss me if i kill my self but it usually goes away about an hour of two i cant control it eather so maybe we should talk about it with each other some time?

Yeah sure pm me or whatever. And thanks everyone