....im done

[soccer]

I just dont care about anything anymore. ive missed 5 days of school because of my depression and havent made any attempt to catch up on work. i used to love school. now i hate it. its not that im getting bullied. its just that life seems so pointless. i am so alone. I have no close friends. I feel like there is no one to talk to. I feel awkward just talking about this to my parents. I have gotten help and been on an antidepressant for about a week now and it feels like it isnt working. if anything i feel worse. i dont even know why i bother for help. i know everyone says life gets better but i just dont see it.

[jacknife]

Sorry to hear about this. First thing you should do, in my opinion, is tell your parents or the doctor who prescribed you the drugs (or all of them) that you do not like the drug. Tell them it makes you feel worse. I can't stress this point enough because these drugs are dangerous and they WILL change you - not always for the better.

It is very important you stay in tune with your emotions and feelings, and if you do not like what this drug does to you then you should speak up immediately about it.

I once loved school myself, until all the creativity got sucked out of it. Then I started hating it. Thought about quitting high school many times, but never did it. Eventually things will get better. I know that sounds cliche, but it starts with you.

Why do you hate school, if I may ask?

[Dimitri]

Bud, it will take a lil'more than a week for your antidepressants to start taking effect. Also talking to a school counselor would help out a lot, that is why they are there.

[xxbunkxx]

dont pay attention to them tell them to fuck off dont let them know it affects you because if you let it show it will never stop trust me