princessjess
November 20th, 2011, 10:03 PM
My bestfriend/exboyfriend who I still love unbelievably alot is dating the girl who he broke up with less than a week ago because she cheated , and she completely hates me. And yesterday my grandmother decided to start screaming at me and hitting me over nothing. She screamed in my face what a bitch I was and how I was ruining her life. How the fact my parents are divorced and my mom is poor is my fault(Im the oldest out of the 4 children) yet she hates my dad(as do I). And I am failing my English class. My bestfriend is pregnant and she doesn't know how far along she is. And I might possibly have brain damage or a brain tumOr and my knees are so swollen I can hardly walk bEcause of my gramma dragging me off of a stool when she was angry. And one of my other friends has been confiding in me about all of her problems too (getting abused and kicked ou of her house). I'm at a loss of what to do right now): and with all of this I've been fighting the feelin of what feels like depression for awhile and have been doing my best not to comings to cut… it's very difficult.…