Torn

[Trickster]

Okay well im 18, i live at home, in college. and have a job and full-time student. The thing is my family is going to florida for thanksgiving, and I myself am not a fan. Part of me wants to stay back because I want my alone time, and set my school stuff up and basically breathe. At home i cant breathe, around family i cant. so i stay away as much as possible. if i went, id be by myself 95% of the time, i already know i will. but another feel they have to go. my mom is forcing me to go, in a way...i could avoid it by not going home in time for the flight, if she still is forcing me to go. so i am asking, should i not go , or go. and detailed answers please

[botwa]

I think it's better not to force yourself. If I were you, I wouldn't go. I know this feeling very well because I study at the boarding school. Going with them won't be fun and pleasure with your attitude. So just skip it and take your time.
but if you decide to go then don't be all that grumpy, try to get pleasure from the situation