Fourth Dimension
November 19th, 2011, 03:44 AM
well here we go again im ploting my god idk my atleast 13th move between parents towns since 2004 and already my friends are pissed which most get over it but this one is a first for this person kyle has been my best friend for like 15 years and now hes not even speaking to me but lemme back track and explain the situation a lil better im moving back to my mothers town to try and get away from drama and find a job and just by 1 simple facebook post saying "i think i have made up my mind on moving" its turned the world upside down and 30 mins ago kyle posted this
"when you leave im gunna miss you....but when you come back im gunna ignore you...not because im angry with you....but because im upset....upset that you chose to leave all your friends here behind.....its putting a strain on our friendship and its emotionally hurting me which is turning into physical pain........and then when you decide to come back you'll be putting that exact same strain on ur friends down there....but i cant do it anymore.....this is the last time.......you have done this to me too many times already....you left when i needed you most and came back when i had started adjusting to it and didnt need you anymore.....then i came back to needing you again and you did it again......now your back and your gunna leave again...how many times is this going to happen? and how many times do you think i can keep forgiving you for doing that to me.......if your gunna leave.......dont come back......"
i understand hes upset kyle is my best friend my brother and reading this made me feel like shit hes gotta realize every move pre 18 wasnt my fault and i may have had one failed moved after 18 but still im thinking this move would be good i havnt even fully made a decision my decision was this i appled for jobs here and my moms town and whatever town i get hired in is the town i will live in so im basically letting fate decide and still i understand what it does to my friends but they dont realize that its hard on me too its like they think i move just to torment them in the end i need to do whats best for me and im so torn about this now because of it i mean is it fair to make me feel like i do and i know moving isnt really fair to my friends but i need to do what i need to do so idk what to do about this he wont even speak to me ive made several attempts idk how to handle this ive got enough drama in my life i dont need anymore and thats all hes doing causing drama
"when you leave im gunna miss you....but when you come back im gunna ignore you...not because im angry with you....but because im upset....upset that you chose to leave all your friends here behind.....its putting a strain on our friendship and its emotionally hurting me which is turning into physical pain........and then when you decide to come back you'll be putting that exact same strain on ur friends down there....but i cant do it anymore.....this is the last time.......you have done this to me too many times already....you left when i needed you most and came back when i had started adjusting to it and didnt need you anymore.....then i came back to needing you again and you did it again......now your back and your gunna leave again...how many times is this going to happen? and how many times do you think i can keep forgiving you for doing that to me.......if your gunna leave.......dont come back......"
i understand hes upset kyle is my best friend my brother and reading this made me feel like shit hes gotta realize every move pre 18 wasnt my fault and i may have had one failed moved after 18 but still im thinking this move would be good i havnt even fully made a decision my decision was this i appled for jobs here and my moms town and whatever town i get hired in is the town i will live in so im basically letting fate decide and still i understand what it does to my friends but they dont realize that its hard on me too its like they think i move just to torment them in the end i need to do whats best for me and im so torn about this now because of it i mean is it fair to make me feel like i do and i know moving isnt really fair to my friends but i need to do what i need to do so idk what to do about this he wont even speak to me ive made several attempts idk how to handle this ive got enough drama in my life i dont need anymore and thats all hes doing causing drama