amscramhick
November 17th, 2011, 06:16 PM
Blood bond broken
Razors thrown out
They say "you've grown stronger"
But I must confess
That inside I want to break
To carve my arm once again
Because I'd rather feel pain,
Than nothing at all
I am happy, depressed, stronger, but weak
What if I break just this once?
Nobody has to know
Just me, the razor, and the walls
Will I renew these bonds tonight?
Will I break the promise to the one I love?
Or will I allow myself to feel this way,
Without the razor
And keep my sorrow
Because after all,
I think it is better to suffer in silence
Then make someone else,
Who I truly care about,
Sad
Razors thrown out
They say "you've grown stronger"
But I must confess
That inside I want to break
To carve my arm once again
Because I'd rather feel pain,
Than nothing at all
I am happy, depressed, stronger, but weak
What if I break just this once?
Nobody has to know
Just me, the razor, and the walls
Will I renew these bonds tonight?
Will I break the promise to the one I love?
Or will I allow myself to feel this way,
Without the razor
And keep my sorrow
Because after all,
I think it is better to suffer in silence
Then make someone else,
Who I truly care about,
Sad