ryantombs
November 15th, 2011, 08:51 PM
so basically been seeing a therapist for a few weeks not helping... it seems like its only helping me make a facade for ppl... idk why but yeh doesnt feel like its helping and stuff and the only thing tht gets me happy is talking to my ex gf... we are best friends almost now... but tonight we hung out jus me and her and idk i was so happy for the most part... then i would get down and bam snap right back out of it.
but then i leave im so happy we are friends but just idk i cant fucking stand it... im getting torn apart... where its bringing me to suicidal thoughts nothing serious i guess but they do come time to time... i think i need some medications. im so lost
but then i leave im so happy we are friends but just idk i cant fucking stand it... im getting torn apart... where its bringing me to suicidal thoughts nothing serious i guess but they do come time to time... i think i need some medications. im so lost