Always...always...

[SirentoCries]

Why do I always turn out to be the bad guy??

I really don't have much strength to pull myself up anymore and at the same time I am letting everyone down, I let myself down....

I hate myself so much that I can cut and cut and cut and cut till I can't bleed or feel anymore..
ooo I wish I was the me a few years ago when I can still cut myself bravely :yawn:

[blaaaahblah]

Talk to your parents. Talk with your doctor. To be honest.....I can give some advice that won't be at all helpful or I can give this advice. You need help so speak with someone. Best of luck(: