wanting to

[dying lullaby]

i want to relapse so badly right now. i dont know how long its been since i last cut but i know that i want to so badly now and i have for the past three days. i havent even though i have held the razor in my hand many times...please tell me that i can make it through this. because i dont think i can

[Whisper]

Oh course you can hun
you've lasted this long
It'll be okay alright
just take it day by day
keep yourself busy
go for walks that always clears my head

[dying lullaby]

i just cant kick this feeling.
its been 4 days that ive been feeling like this and i havent cut yet but i just feel like giving up.
the only reason why i havent yet is because i keep thinking about Peter.
i like him so much and i dont want to freak him out.
i just dont know why i feel like this again.

[Bobby]

Bri, I'm 100% sure you can do it. You don't want to give into what you have before? It hasn't helped before, and it won't help now. Do something you enjoy, talk to peter, anything to get it off your mind.

[-Silence]

Bri, you can do this!

:hug:

You know that I went five months without it right, last month I fucked all that up and believe me, I regretted it. I felt like the lowest piece of shit around. I know it doesn't seem like it but the feeling will pass, and you can overcome it. You're a fighter, even though right now I know you don't feel like one.

Peter will freak out, because he likes you, because he wouldn't want to see you hurting. Talk to him, so he can understand and maybe it'll help get things off your chest. He's there for you.

Bri, I love ya hun, you know that. I hope things clear up, and the feeling goes away. But think of it as that, a feeling, that's all. I don't want to see you back like this. You're too strong wasting time with this.

Hang in there!
:hug2: