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randy.boii
November 13th, 2011, 07:26 PM
i was a depressed kid my hole life having to deal with being gay then bi then gay then str8 and i dont know anymore but i fell inlove with this girl who i dated all freshman then sophmore year and now its jr year and shes in college and we broke up because i needed alone time because i always hurt inside.... and she promised to wait for me and never date anyone else... and she called me the other day and told me she has a boyfriend now... and ever since then all the feelings she helped me keep away all my hurt and being alone are back and i just feel alone

Hajara22
November 13th, 2011, 08:15 PM
she is still your friend. cant expect someone to put their life on hold forever. maybe she will come back to you maybe she wont. find some friends and hang out just try to keep in touch if you really want her and in time you can try again

Amaryllis
November 14th, 2011, 04:19 AM
Honey, I know you feel like shit right now but believe when I say it -does- pass. I remember when I broke up with my boyfriend, man, I was so miserable. It was one of the things that triggered my eating disorders. But honey, no one is worth being depressed or hurting yourself over. You'll regret it.

You lost someone you loved. You'll find another, or maybe you won't. It doesn't matter. What matters is you. This isn't her life, it's yours. You and her are a thing of the past. You're a different person from the one you were before. Remove yourself from that and move on. You have a life to live.

randy.boii
November 14th, 2011, 07:27 PM
it just hurts inside knowing the girl i lost it too is with another guy