Riley6606
November 13th, 2011, 01:16 AM
I use to cut for the blood..though i don't fucking really know why I did cut. I would cut myself and taste the blood..especially at the tendons, it bleeds a lot there, I hold it to my lips and drink the blood almost. It's like I couldn't let my blood go so I drank it the taste made me feel alive.
Another time, was to carve into me. I carve the words hate on my skin. After 1 1/2 years the scar is still there and it's raised and white, I tried to destroy it but no matter how deep I sliced the skin there it would never mutilate the letters. HATE and I agreed with that word. Once I was running the 10k and I Was hitting the wall near the end and I scratched open an oldish newish cut and the blood made me high. I finish with a great time. So all of those fucking kids who say I cut for attention, I cut for kicks.
Another time, was to carve into me. I carve the words hate on my skin. After 1 1/2 years the scar is still there and it's raised and white, I tried to destroy it but no matter how deep I sliced the skin there it would never mutilate the letters. HATE and I agreed with that word. Once I was running the 10k and I Was hitting the wall near the end and I scratched open an oldish newish cut and the blood made me high. I finish with a great time. So all of those fucking kids who say I cut for attention, I cut for kicks.