torry
November 10th, 2011, 11:22 PM
So, I long time ago..like..almost a year, a guyfriend did me a huge favor. He pretended to be my boyfriend to make this creep back off. I remember, ever since that night I was head-over-heels for him. WAS. that is until a few weeks ago when all of a sudden he got really annoying to me. It was like my eyes had just been opened to all of his faults (he's immature. a semi-player. and just all around annoying). Its the weirdest feeling not liking him. Like waking up after a long night. I've liked him for nearly a year! We were practically together. then poof. It wasn't even gradual. It took me two days to figure out I didn't have feelings for him anymore. (btw, now that I'm not chasing after him, he's chasing after me...uhhh little late on the up-take bub :mad: ) Well now...ughhhh I like my other guyfriend. A lot. The issue? So does nearly EVERY other girl he knows. I really don't want to get tangled up in that. A lot of my friends like him, so I feel guilty, because they liked him first. He's a complete sweetheart, with the voice of an angel. And a face like one too :wub: . Theres nothing not to like. I feel like a fan girl. Truly. Now I have a theory. I only started liking guyfriend #2 after he did this completely sweet thing for me. We had rehearsal downtown and I had told my mom the wrong time to pick me up. I was going to be left alone downtown..at night. Thats really scary. Well his dad was already there to get him and he knew he really couldn't stay because he had a lot of homework and hadn't eaten in hours. His dad was also mad and he wanted to get home. I completely understood, but I was still freaking out. He hugged me by and said "Oh Torry! I love you! I'm sorry! You'll be fine!" I sat on the bench and waited for him to drive away so I could cry (downtown is REALLY scary). But guess what? He told his dad he wanted to wait with me. (his dad actually understood which surprised him). He walked back over and just smiled. I was so greatful. I felt bad though but he reassured me with "No! Its really ok. You're worth it." How sweet can he get? So thats when I really started liking him. Now, I liked both of them after they did sweet things for me. Do I really like them? Or just the things they did? I'm so confused. I really don't want to like guyfriend #2. SO many girls like him already :(