ryantombs
November 9th, 2011, 11:29 PM
So oh 4 weeks or so back i stopped cutting and havent cut since:) but it just seems as if life is getting harder for me and im jus starting to not cope anymore. I see a physchogist 2x a week now and stuff and idk if shes really helping... I stopped cutting and all but i feel as if im going deeper into depression... Ive had some sucicdal thoughts... Almost relapsing on multiple occassions... But tonight put it over the top everyone of my friend well minus two made comments abou my ex (zshe triggered my depression and SH) and i got real depressed but put n a facade and well we go to leave i back up not paying attention and run ly 2 month old 2012 mustang on top of a divider everyone laughing and going ob shit and stuff no major damage any where few scrathes on the under body but it jus sent it over the top with embarrasment and stuff if front ofthose kids... Im actually a decent driver but it fucks me up now bringin me to suicidal thoughts... Jus idk wat to do anymore