my life

[bena3217]

Okay...I kinda need some help...sorry my English isn't very good but I'm going to try my best! Okay my mom is bipolar(I don't know if that is the right word,sorry I'm afrikaans) okay well I cut myself a lot! Like I feel that everything going wrong is my fault! I cut my leg because I don't want people to see! But its really getting bad now! Like my leg is shredded!!! But I like cutting myself! It gets me on this high!!! Like I love the pain! I love hurting myself because I don't feel like I deserve living!!! I don't want my dad to find out because he thinks I'm like the perfect son!! But I'm not! I can't tell any of my friends because they judge me! I'm extremly aggressive because of my mom(don't worry I don't hurt other people) but I take all the anger out on myself! And like I do it by cutting! I really need help! If somebody out there can help me!! Plz do!! My girlfriend doesn't like it! But I can't stop! I just love punishing myself! But its really starting to get worse! Like I can't even put my phone in my pocket because it hurts to much! I don't know what to do anymore! Can somebody plz help!!! Sorry for the long message!

[tatia]

throw the cutter away

go to crunch and ask for a help, or a psikiater? or your mom? or your teacher.

I do believe that somebody will gratefull enough to help you. Just if you tell them that you do.

[Ben4ever]

Please get medical help! I'm sure your dad would rather live with a son who he knows isn't perfect than to have to live wondering why his "perfect" son killed himself! You will eventually cut too deep! You mean too much to the world!

[Breakeven]

Hun nothing is ur fault n u desrve living , about cutting i know it makes all the anger go away but how about the gym? That helped me with my angry control issuses , i know what it feels like when ur dad look at ur like ur the perfect son but ur not perfect not even him , we r only humans we make mistakes n its normal dont care about what people think , im here im gonna help u :)

[Magenta]

Please don't bump threads older than two months. :locked: