i miss it!

[love is louder]

is this wrong?

i haven't really done it for a month or so until today and i realised how much i missed it. i didn't even feel bad that i have failed on staying clear. i am quite happy about it to be honest and thats confusing.

anyone?

[georgiamay]

I know what you mean. In a lot of ways, I miss it so much, sometimes I forget why I'm even trying to stop. I haven't done it in such a long time, that sometimes I want to do it just because I miss it.

You missed the release, which explains it completely. It's completely normal, don't worry! The only thing I can suggest to stop yourself from hurting yourself when you really miss it is to list all the reasons why you don't want to do it. Your mind tells you all the time why you do want to do it, so tell yourself why you don't, and then the idea will seem much less tempting.

PM me anytime if you need someone to talk to :hug3: