Maidmerms

[Amaryllis]

Naw. It's not about maidmerms. I just didn't know what to call it. Sorry to disappoint.

UNTITLED

Back where I began.
Water in my lungs.
Weight pressing down.
Like lying under
A ton of rocks
Futile, heavy
Pain.

Swim towards the surface
Don't know where
That is.
Maybe I am going up,
Maybe this is down.
Hands on my legs,
Arms, waist, shoulders.
Dragging me deeper,
Won't let go.
Sinking, sinking, sinking.

Salt burning my eyes
I have no lids.
Stare into a warped figure
She screams in my face.
Eyes tortured holes,
Mouth crude and ruined,
Soul made of hate.
Voice pounds against my ears,
Slices through the quiet.

Fingers cold,
Feeling numb.
Legs of lead,
Feeling tired.
Can't go on
Anymore.
Lonely, tired and afraid
Someone take me home.
One last struggle,
One last fight.
Futile, I am trapped.

My eyes turn into holes.
Flesh disintegrates,
I am but a corpse.
Mouth warps, distorted.
I scream and scream again.
This time I will curl in myself.
Won't hurt no one else.
Stay beneath, bite my arms.
Nails into my bones.

I do not float,
I do not sink.
I do not exist.
Pain is not real.
I don't remember.
I don't exist.
I
Do not
Exist.

[Spook]

Chillingly wonderful.

[Love.Hate]

I love this so much

[Jupiter]

This.
Is.
Wonderful.