Just some stuff I want to get off my mind

[band_geek]

I just wanna get some stuff offa my mind so here goes:
-When I was in 6th grade, I tried cutting
-it barely took me a month to get hooked
-cut and scratched all through 6th grade
-tried suicide towards the end of the school year
-failed miserably
-tried burning that summer
-started cutting deep
-really deep
-tried suicide a couple timea at the start of 7th grade
-my mom got real sick
-my dad went to afghanistan
-i tried suicide
-cut burn cut burn
-suicide
-mom got better
-dad came home
-they both favor my perfect little sister over me
-did i mention i have a bunch of emotional issues?
-and neurologic issues?
-and ADHD
-kept cutting and burning
-tried suicide a few more times
-started to stop late 8th grade
-I'm in 9th grade a clean
-self injury still haunts me
-suicide still haunts me
-im still clean

[kenoloor]

It's awesome that you're clean. I can really relate to you as I've been struggling with self-harm haunting me after being clean. I understand how that goes. You should be proud of yourself that you're clean, even after all that you've gone through. Also, thanks for sharing, and I hope getting these things off your chest helps you release them from your mind.
Stay strong, my friend<3

[band_geek]

Mehe:) thanks. And same to you

[amscramhick]

That's great. I'm glad to hear you haven't hurt yourself. It can be hard. But you have to remember, no matter how much you want to, it is better for YOU not to hurt yourself or try to kill yourself, because no matter what you think, you have so much to live for. I've been there. I cut for over two and a half years. I've only been clean of it for about 3 weeks, and it still haunts me, tempts me. But I don't give in. Be strong <3

[band_geek]

Thanks, and again (lame replies, sry), same, lol.