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ryantombs
October 30th, 2011, 12:17 PM
So about 2-3 weeks ago i broke my foot... jumped off the back of a pick up truck with a 40lb garbage can and landed all weight on my right foot... barely broke it

but anyways everyone in skool makes fun of me for it... teasing not actual bullying but now some kids go... so tombs tried committing suicide because becky left you
tombs do you need to go to therapy for suicide prevention
all diff shit like tht

not realizeing that suicide has crossed my mind for a few seconds
that i self harm because of wat happened

that i go to therapy for 2 hrs a week for self harm and depression

that i jumped off the truck basically because she made me mad (wasnt thinking just in a maniac rage almost)

no one realizes it and its like annoying and i see my ex gf... becky (she told my parents about my SH) just sitting there not saying anything to me or after to me...
^sorry that was an off topic rant^

but wat im trying to say is i hate how people say shit and they never realize actually wats going on
and they are making fun of a relationship that almost sent me to death and sent me near it with thooughts and cutting...
i hate people sometimes no one understands

the problem is im so depressed i just want to sit alone not talk and listen to music in school but then i get more shit

i hate my life

Bath
October 30th, 2011, 01:06 PM
I can relate so much. People really need to start thinking before they say shit, cause you never know what's going on with that person. Some jokes aren't funny.

I cringe everytime I hear someone make a joke about "slitting their wrists" or "being emo" like ugh you think you're cool or some shit, no you're not.

They're assholes. Don't listen to them. I know you already don't and it's just annoying you but they honestly are dumb shits. Pity them, haha.

I know the feeling of not wanting to talk to anyone. I don't have any advice cause I'm going through the same thing. I'm just bearing along by listening to music and writing when I'm in the mood.

You'll get through this, we'll both get through this :) x

Fruit_Tart.
October 30th, 2011, 01:33 PM
Don't hate your life. Do something to appreciate that you're living. People will be mean to you when they feel like it, but you just have to ignore them and shrug off any harmful words they tell you. Talking to people has helped me a lot with all the depression and self-harming i went through. People from here are the best, just as long as you know who to talk to.

People will say shit because your different, but that doesn't mean you should do the same to them, remember that. What goes around comes around and karma's a bitch when it gets back to you. Try to make a compromise between people who make you mad or make them realize it's hurting you.
Stand up to those people who tell you shit.
Best of luck to you and I hope you feel better.

Nexus
October 30th, 2011, 10:37 PM
How old are you? Kids are mean. As you get older, you'll learn how take what they say with a grain of salt. As for the time being, try and separate yourself from this group of kids. Even if they're merely teasing you about it, they should still respect some sort of boundary in regards to what happened. You can either confront them and let them know of that yourself or, as others said, shrug it off and try to not let it bother you.

ryantombs
October 30th, 2011, 11:45 PM
17 and they dont kno any of the thoughts or any ofthe stuff tht im doing or have done... And they are ass holes not really my friends so i am not telling them xD and i mean im not depressed from them at all but jus why do yu joke about tht shit
It bothers me a lil but not to where i get depressed someone else does tht to me:( but anyways thanks for the responses jus curious wat othrs thought.

SeanM1997
October 30th, 2011, 11:51 PM
I had a kid on my football team, who rolled and broke his foot during warm-ups before a game. I started over him but I almost had to play for him and we just finished our game. I made jokes with him about it but I felt bad making fun of him. I ended up getting a stress fracture in my right foot during the last game but played through it, after I had to get the trainer to cut my shoe off becuase my foot was in alot of pain. I got jokes thrown at me because I had to get my shoe cut off but it seemed really stupid. I understand you a lot.