ryantombs
October 30th, 2011, 12:17 PM
So about 2-3 weeks ago i broke my foot... jumped off the back of a pick up truck with a 40lb garbage can and landed all weight on my right foot... barely broke it
but anyways everyone in skool makes fun of me for it... teasing not actual bullying but now some kids go... so tombs tried committing suicide because becky left you
tombs do you need to go to therapy for suicide prevention
all diff shit like tht
not realizeing that suicide has crossed my mind for a few seconds
that i self harm because of wat happened
that i go to therapy for 2 hrs a week for self harm and depression
that i jumped off the truck basically because she made me mad (wasnt thinking just in a maniac rage almost)
no one realizes it and its like annoying and i see my ex gf... becky (she told my parents about my SH) just sitting there not saying anything to me or after to me...
^sorry that was an off topic rant^
but wat im trying to say is i hate how people say shit and they never realize actually wats going on
and they are making fun of a relationship that almost sent me to death and sent me near it with thooughts and cutting...
i hate people sometimes no one understands
the problem is im so depressed i just want to sit alone not talk and listen to music in school but then i get more shit
i hate my life
but anyways everyone in skool makes fun of me for it... teasing not actual bullying but now some kids go... so tombs tried committing suicide because becky left you
tombs do you need to go to therapy for suicide prevention
all diff shit like tht
not realizeing that suicide has crossed my mind for a few seconds
that i self harm because of wat happened
that i go to therapy for 2 hrs a week for self harm and depression
that i jumped off the truck basically because she made me mad (wasnt thinking just in a maniac rage almost)
no one realizes it and its like annoying and i see my ex gf... becky (she told my parents about my SH) just sitting there not saying anything to me or after to me...
^sorry that was an off topic rant^
but wat im trying to say is i hate how people say shit and they never realize actually wats going on
and they are making fun of a relationship that almost sent me to death and sent me near it with thooughts and cutting...
i hate people sometimes no one understands
the problem is im so depressed i just want to sit alone not talk and listen to music in school but then i get more shit
i hate my life