MrMister117
October 30th, 2011, 02:03 AM
Ok so i would like to start off with saying that i have a friend i am trying to build a friendship with, but we had a "missunderstanding" that made things akward but sustainable. I saw one thing while he saw another and and argument accured. We both have tried to fix it, but in the end he sujested he needed "space" because I "bugged" too much. I amdit i did come off alittle clingy, well because they were soo similar to me and ive never found someone like that. So ive tried opening up to him and vise versa but he dosent say much, or anything really :/....He is often sad, and likes to be alone and it hurts to see him like that so thats why i try to befriend him so much, its why i show that i care. He often acts like a "jerk" around me but thats really how he acts around other people too, but its diffrent around me its like he pushes away but pulls in at the same time...anyways it just makes me depressed because i feel like i cant be trusted and it hurts the way he acts around me, we've talked about it and hes said that its just a joke and that I dont know "real hurt" that he knows what "real hurt" is...im just so confused.....something that made me hella depressed and angry was a school dance we had, he went out for a while so i went to go if he was ok, and he was sitting with a mutual friend and he was sad, i guess he was talking about what ever was making him feel so sad, because other friends came and joined us and the mutual friend said "hey so and so is having a hard time right now please make him happy"... he told this guy that hes know for a shoter time than he has know me what is wrong...I asked myself why but havent came up with a clear answer, and it just kills me to know that he did this while ive always been open to him, that ive shown that i cared, shown that i actaually gave a damn about him, I see it that he trust a stranger more than he trust me and i want to know why?.....well know that you know my problem please help?advice?past experiences? anything?:(