So, tonight is bad...

[AppealToReason]

This post probably won't matter in the morning since I'll forget about it in a few minutes, but meh.
I did some...bad things earlier, worse than usual. I tried talking to someone about it, but they aren't being much help. Anyways, I told them about it when I started to feel bad. The first text they sent was "just be ready to die lol" followed by "might as well start saying bye now". Ehy is this a joke to others? Why do they say they'll help and then just laugh at me? Stupid to even believe I had others to help me. Death didn't even occur to me until those texts. What if I were to die tonight? Oh well, right?
I sound like a whiner right now. Sorry to anyone who wastes their time reading this as there won't be a point to it. Doesn't even make sense. Such a stupid event causing me to make a thread, pathetic.
Anyways, I think I need to lay down for a bit. It's helped every other time, don't see why it wouldn't know.

[trooneh]

Don't apologize for feeling depressed. You have every right to. What happened to cause you do to those bad things? Was it anything in particular or was it things in general? This is far from a waste of time. You are far from a waste of time.

[Carlyle]

Being depressed happens to everyone. Not "oh well" if you were to die tonight, lots of people would miss you more than you would think. If you need anyone to talk to, you can message me. Hope this gets better soon.

[AppealToReason]

Don't apologize for feeling depressed. You have every right to. What happened to cause you do to those bad things? Was it anything in particular or was it things in general? This is far from a waste of time. You are far from a waste of time.
I'm not sure really. Guess it's been a number of things building up. I'd love to feel like I was worth it, but that doesn't seem to be happening tonight...


Being depressed happens to everyone. Not "oh well" if you were to die tonight, lots of people would miss you more than you would think. If you need anyone to talk to, you can message me. Hope this gets better soon.
I'd like to believe people would miss me, but I know they'd forget about me in a few weeks. But, thanks.


I guess I needed to talk earlier, but forgot about VT for some reason. Doesn't matter anymore. Whatever's done is done. Guess we'll see how morning is.

[Drew7]

hmmm

[AppealToReason]

Not sure what you mean by that?

[trooneh]

I'm not sure really. Guess it's been a number of things building up. I'd love to feel like I was worth it, but that doesn't seem to be happening tonight...



I'd like to believe people would miss me, but I know they'd forget about me in a few weeks. But, thanks.


I guess I needed to talk earlier, but forgot about VT for some reason. Doesn't matter anymore. Whatever's done is done. Guess we'll see how morning is.

We'll be here in the morning. Also, you are worth it. If you weren't, I wouldn't be replying here, would I? Don't forget, we're here to help, buddy.

[AppealToReason]

Going to try and sleep now.
trooneh, thanks a lot. Seriously, you don't know how much that last post helped.
Thank you.

[trooneh]

No problem. I'm glad to help. Sleep tight. :)

[Amaryllis]

Michael, you're far, far from pathetic. You've helped me through so much and I still haven't returned the favour. Sean(trooneh) is right, if you were pathetic, why would we be here replying? You're worth so much more than you think you are, angel.

Some people just don't and/or want to understand. Not everyone's been through what you have and not everyone can imagine what it must be like. A lot of teenagers are quite immature, and they will say stupid things. Of course, it doesn't make it hurt any less.

You deserve better than what you're doing to yourself. If you died, the world would lose another great person who could've done so much. You have one chance to be whoever you wanna be and do whatever you wanna do. This is all you've got, Michael. You only get one shot at life, but if you do it right, once is enough.

[Fruit_Tart.]

If what you did is bad enough that you'll beat yourself up over it, then I suggest you talk to someone even though you might not know them. Find someone that'll listen to you and actually pay attention to the things you're telling them, the way you're feeling, and are willing to share sympathy or just help you out.

People are stupid sometimes. Psh, I am and everyone makes mistakes because nobody is perfect.

A bit of depression now and then is normal for everyone, but make sure you talk about it so you don't keep it inside the whole time and burst.

If you were to die right here, right now, then people would be sad. Think about what an impact you would make on other people in your life. Don't think about death. Think positive, be optimistic. :)

Best of luck to whatever you want to achieve.

[Cave Johnson]

I'd like to believe people would miss me, but I know they'd forget about me in a few weeks. But, thanks.


This is exactly why I made my post "feeling depressed?". Read it, it might help