Running

[ForeverBlue]

I always feel like running away from my problems. I just feel so broken hearted and alone. Sometimes I just don't see the point in living anymore. I have run away twice before, and I want to do it again. So I don't have to face all the problems I have at home and with myself.

I feel like some huge weight is on my chest and I don't know how to get it off.

My psychiatrist just thinks I need more meds.

My therapist thinks that I need to be "In the moment more" and "Need to accept change." Neither of these things I feel like doing. And I know that probably won't help me.

My parents don't even know. They think I am fine.

My friends don't understand, and I don't usually tell them anyway.

I just figure that maybe it would be easier if I ran away.

[schrei jess]

Running will not solve anything, you'll just have to come back and face them again.

[ForeverBlue]

I know. I know. I just need an escape that doesn't actually hurt me. Like cutting or not eating....

[schrei jess]

Is there anything you really like? If there is, do it a lot. As long as it doesnt hurt you or anyone else, that is. If you like painting, then paint a whole fucking lot. If you like watching tv, then do that a lot.

[ForeverBlue]

I really like taking walks and listening to music. That is the only thing that calms me. thanks. I think I will go do that.

[schrei jess]

Yes, go and walk until you get tired. Excersize helps people feel better, Ive heard - I wouldnt know, I dont excersize xDD

Hope you feel better :)