i really want too burn

[ReasonsForWeeping]

lighters are everywhere :l i need to do my make-up to calm me down or im afraid of a relapse i dont need that i gotta keep thinking about kay and her baby

[StoppingTime]

You don't want to go back. you've successfully stopped burning for a while, don't start up again. You do that, and it could lead to any number of things, including EDs, and other forms of self harm.
Throw out the lighters. If there is anyone you can tell, ask them to take them from you.

[ReasonsForWeeping]

there not mine the ppl i live with smoke

[StoppingTime]

Well, at lead you don't have any. Any time you see one, just put it in their room. Don't do anything but move it.

[ReasonsForWeeping]

mk thanks for the help :3 im calm now i finished my make-up

[StoppingTime]

Good. Anything you can do. Stay on here.

[ReasonsForWeeping]

my friend came over so im good :D

[StoppingTime]

Good. Friends are the key thing to have in a situation like this.

[rhiannonlh13]

I went through this too its hard to stop but once you have its even harder to resist reverting back to it when things go wrong..

[ReasonsForWeeping]

i know that story way to well