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HeroesAndCons
October 27th, 2011, 12:21 AM
The urges are getting worse and worse
I dont understand
how can i get this way
i was once 7 mo clean
i don't want to have fucking urges anymore
but they keep comming
:(

Ambrosia
October 27th, 2011, 12:42 AM
Just hold on. Keep holding on. You can keep clean. I know it's not easy, it will never be easy. But you have to want it. We are all here for you, no matter what. And would rather you talk to us then do it...Just distract yourself.

Take up painting, perhaps? *hugs*

georgiamay
October 27th, 2011, 05:21 PM
Every urge ends eventually, but the scars can sometimes be there forever.
Honestly, if you just wait for urge to end, it will, and you'll be able to carry on life as normal. I know it's not as simple as that, I understand that. There are distractions you could use. Whatever got you through those 7 months, use them again, and remember that everything urge you get is temporary, and it will fade away.

Amaryllis
October 28th, 2011, 02:49 AM
7 months is amazing. It seems impossible now but it takes a long, long time to heal. Especially if you've been cutting for a long time. You'll have good days and bad days. Life isn't a smooth uphill right. There are bumbs and dips along the way to recovery but you'll get there if you keep trying. And if you truly wish to.

You've probably heard me say this before, but, if you stumble, make it part of your dance :)

LonelyOleander
October 28th, 2011, 03:26 PM
The urges are getting worse and worse
I dont understand
how can i get this way
i was once 7 mo clean
i don't want to have fucking urges anymore
but they keep comming
:(

Urges keep coming. I'm still scared I'll accidently scratch myself and trigger me. I'm just hoping there will be a point where it will go away...why did I do this to me?

Jupiter
October 28th, 2011, 03:31 PM
I'm glad you are quitting. The urges will stop eventually, hun. Stay strong! :hug: