Hate

[Spook]

I love it when you say I'm nothing
I love it when you say I'm a waste of space
I love it when you hold my hand
And tell me that you love me
But I also love it when you say you can't

I love it when you make me cry
I love it all the more you lie
I love it when you hold me
And tell me you adore me
I love it all the more; see
When you say that you don't want me

I love when you push me
And leave hate across my face
Blues are yellow; fading
I love it when you hate me

I love it when you grab me
And push me on the floor
I hear the crack of drywall
My pain I'll just ignore

And when you start to kiss me
And open up my shirt
I know that I love you
The more I feel like dirt

I love it when you smile at her
And hold her fragile hand
I love it when you tell her
That you're her one and only man

I love it when you throw her down
I love to see her drown
I love to see your hate for her
And more when I'm around

I love it when you tell me
You'll never leave me alone
I love it when he kills me
I love it when he fills me
Against him I just can't breath
I love him ripping my sleeve

I love it when he throws me
Naked and wasted
I love it when he tells me
God made a mistake with...

I love it when he kills me
From outside and within
I love it when I love it
When I am with him

I love you.

[Spook]

I only realized after I wrote this that it meant something to me, personally.