amscramhick
October 25th, 2011, 05:05 PM
My best friend used to know about my cutting, but she thought I quit and for the past two months when I've cut she's had no clue. Well today I wore a t-shirt and she saw the healing cuts on my forearm that are from just under two weeks ago. I told her I promise those are the last ones and she told my boyfriend he better keep me happy. Well after she left I was standing around with my boyfriend and he looked at my arm and said "When's that from?" I told him a couple weeks ago and he hugged me for a really long time and kept telling me it's okay and said in a little voice "no cut" and he told me everything is going to be alright. He just looked at me with so much caring in his eyes. For once in my life I feel cared for. I have my best friend looking out for me and my boyfriend supporting me and trying to make sure I don't resort to harming myself. They give me hope <3