i begged for my life

[ReasonsForWeeping]

i begged you to stop i begged for my life you put the knife to my neck and asked do u wanna die today i cried and said no while you mama just watched this happen and said nothing he pushed it closer and said your going to die and said mama help me please you just stood there and smiled while i was pushed against a wall begging for my life he put the blade down and after the someone called the cops i had to lie to them right in there face and say everything was fine that i was alright i was only 11 what could i do no one listened to me im nothing not even worth the time after the cops left i got grounded for 2 months and when i went to my room i pulled out the box cutter and just went at it


me venting again

[Ambrosia]

It's good to vent. Keep venting, if it helps you, then by all means, vent your little heart out!

Just don't forget we are all here to help you if need be.

[Amaryllis]

I don't know if this is you, but if it is, I have a huge amount of respect for you for surviving through it. My father never put a knife to my throat. He did/does threaten to kill me if I told/tell, though. Logically speaking, I don't think he could. But you know how it is when your logical thoughts aren't in sync with your feelings.

You're an amazing, strong girl for living through that. I've read your other threads and I know you're trying to stop. Kudos to you for that. Venting and talking always helps. I'm being a bit of hypocrite here but you know whoever it is can't hurt you now. You're 16, you've matured, you've grown smarter over the years.

We're always here for you if you ever need us. Speak up. Don't keep it all locked up inside.

It's like you're carrying tons of baggages on your back while walking on ice. It'll crash sooner or later. I encourage you to throw it back in his face(whoever it was) or just drop it all. The past can't hurt you, not physically. Mentally, we've just gotta learn to toughen up. Don't rely on your mother. Rely on yourself. Know who to trust, know who to be cautious of. I'm sure you've seen my sig. Never rely on anyone too much in this world, for even your shadow leaves you behind when you're in darkness.

All the best, sweetheart.

[ReasonsForWeeping]

I don't know if this is you, but if it is, I have a huge amount of respect for you for surviving through it. My father never put a knife to my throat. He did/does threaten to kill me if I told/tell, though. Logically speaking, I don't think he could. But you know how it is when your logical thoughts aren't in sync with your feelings.

You're an amazing, strong girl for living through that. I've read your other threads and I know you're trying to stop. Kudos to you for that. Venting and talking always helps. I'm being a bit of hypocrite here but you know whoever it is can't hurt you now. You're 16, you've matured, you've grown smarter over the years.

We're always here for you if you ever need us. Speak up. Don't keep it all locked up inside.

It's like you're carrying tons of baggages on your back while walking on ice. It'll crash sooner or later. I encourage you to throw it back in his face(whoever it was) or just drop it all. The past can't hurt you, not physically. Mentally, we've just gotta learn to toughen up. Don't rely on your mother. Rely on yourself. Know who to trust, know who to be cautious of. I'm sure you've seen my sig. Never rely on anyone too much in this world, for even your shadow leaves you behind when you're in darkness.

All the best, sweetheart.



yeah it is me i just kept thinking about it and so i made this thread i no longer live with my mother she abandoned me and my brother and my lil sister so i live with my step dad :) and thanks im really happy that there is so much ppl that care