not a wisper not a word not a person not worth the time

[ReasonsForWeeping]

my cat scratched me and it triggered me to cut so i did and i loved every second of it i might even start burning again i threw the bottle away but kept the lighter and the razors yeah i know i shouldn't have but i did i guess i just dont even care anymore idgaf ppl just ignore me unless they have a problem my wrist wants it why should ignore my needs this it keeps me on stable ground who is gonna stop me who is gonna help me no one thats who i will have to try and quit by myself idc anymore fuck it anything i wanna do im gonna do im sick of being responsible all the time ... idk why im posting this

[StoppingTime]

If you have stopped burning, don't go back. Relapsing is always the worst. You feel incredibly guilty about it, and go right back to how you were before. If there is anyone that you feel you can trust, talk to them. If they truly are a friend, they will understand you and help you. Being with people always help because it forces you not to be alone, so there is no ay you could do any form of self-harm.
Good Luck, and if you believe you can, you will do it!
~StoppingTime/Steve

[Ambrosia]

You're posting this because you are being responsible and knowing you don't need to do any of that anymore, and we are going to talk you out of it. In all honesty, relapsing really is the worst thing you can do. It comes back stronger, worse, and is harder to quit. There is no need to go back to doing it. You think you need to, you think you want to, but in reality you are so much stronger than that.

[trooneh]

You're posting this because you are being responsible and knowing you don't need to do any of that anymore, and we are going to talk you out of it. In all honesty, relapsing really is the worst thing you can do. It comes back stronger, worse, and is harder to quit. There is no need to go back to doing it. You think you need to, you think you want to, but in reality you are so much stronger than that.

I agree. Relapsing is not what you want to do. You have strength, you just threw out your pill bottle. You're able to move beyond this. You're strong, and you can do it.

[ReasonsForWeeping]

Sometimes i dont believe i am strong i feel as tho its not worth trying to quit on my own i feel like i would just fall back on in to it so why even try?

[AppealToReason]

Sometimes i dont believe i am strong i feel as tho its not worth trying to quit on my own i feel like i would just fall back on in to it so why even try?

You've stopped before, right? You've gone days without SH?
That takes strength. You are strong. If you weren't, you never would have stopped in the first place. If you can stop for a day, you have the strength to stop for 1000...just need some determination and a little help from VT. :P

[Jupiter]

You are strong. You posted this because you felt something was wrong. You have friends here on VT, we got you..