Matthew104
October 21st, 2011, 12:31 PM
For about 2 -3 months i have been sexually confused, i am 18 years old, i grew up always liking girls, at 17 i lost my virginity and it was amazing, i then had another girlfriend after which i had sex with and i have never experienced sex better!, i have always liked and loved girls i cant understand this, like i said i have been confused for 3 months and still am now, the thing is i still go out and get with girls becuase that is my natural way of thinking, i met a girl about 3 weeks ago who i had sex with and the confusion went and i felt great! but half way through enjoying time with this girl the thoughts came back and now its making me depressed and i dont know what to do, i need help and anwsers, i dont want to be gay, i have nothing against people like that, but its not for me, but its like my mind is telling me it is,, i started to get these thoughts when i watched this program about gay weddings and then was curious to ask what it would be like, thats when it all started :(