I hate it here!

[Megson]

School is my worst trigger. It's getting worse and worse every single day. I hate everyone in my stupid little town. The people are ignorant and cruel. They go out of their way to bring me down. I have no friends to make things easier. I can't make friends because everyone already had their own little cliques. I'm just the outcast and loner. The one no one wants.

I cut five times at school today. I couldn't help it. It was either bleed or break down in tears. I don't know why I can't cope! I'e been here for years. Why is it that I suddenly can't handle it?

Ugh. It's times like this I wonder just how deep a cut has to be if I wanted to die.

[rissa-_-]

if it makes you feel any better i have the kind of the same situation. as i walk down the halls of school i feel like a loner, like no one likes me like everyone's laughing at me. i feel like cutting myself but i just say no, and i haven't cut for atleast five months. just say no it helps me:) i hope this made you not feel happier now that you have something in common with someone else.

[senior.2013]

Please promise me you will never think of killing yourself. Take some deep breaths.
I know what its like to feel like the little guy no one wants, I really do. The one thing I do is make fun of what they say. If you feel the trigger at school, stop yourself. You dont need to cut. You know inside you dont want to, but you feel its the best way to relieve it.

Everyone on this site is here for you. Everyone here is willing to listen and help in any way. Please, if you need someone, see my contact info.