Help!

[secretly_secret]

The needles in the bathroom are haunting me inside my head. I reeallyyy want to use them. But...I can't! Worse things happen to me when I cut. Help!

[Dimitri]

Get out of the bathroom, find something else to do, paint a picture, go for a run.... do somehting you normally do not do.

[secretly_secret]

Hmmm maybe I'll take a walk to the park. My friends are hanging out there. I don't think my mom will let me, though.

[Dimitri]

Good, keep optimistic....

[StoppingTime]

Interact with people. Stay on here and talk. Force yourself not to be alone.

[damaged goods33]

Sometimes when I'm just so stressed out and want to cut real bad I like to listen to some of my favorite comedians or watch videos of people falling on youtube just to make myself laugh and loosen up it does help a lot! Just know you're not alone your very cared for.

[Amaryllis]

Remember why you don't want to cut. Imagine how hard it would be to hide. How far you've already gone. How much worse it would get if you did cut. You know what it does to a person. Is the temporay release worth the consequence? Nothing good can come of this.

I remember when I first cut when I was a little girl. I thought I'd found the one thing that would make it better. Now hurting myself is all I know how to do. Pain and suffering is my friend. My eating disorders my saviours. My blade the love I never had.

One day your life will come crumbling down because of this. More than it already has. One day you will look at your body and be ashamed and disgusted. One day your lies will be worthless and you will wish you'd never started.

Stop while you can. Because I know you can. As do your friends. They're there for you. So am I.

Love,
Faith and Trust

[Bath]

Throw out the needles.

[secretly_secret]

Remember why you don't want to cut. Imagine how hard it would be to hide. How far you've already gone. How much worse it would get if you did cut. You know what it does to a person. Is the temporay release worth the consequence? Nothing good can come of this.


One day your life will come crumbling down because of this. More than it already has. One day you will look at your body and be ashamed and disgusted. One day your lies will be worthless and you will wish you'd never started.



I cut. For me, it's easy to hide. Needle scars fade fairly quickly. It's just too hard.

Throw out the needles.

I have already tossed 3 packs. I always get more. There's no point.

[StoppingTime]

Don't be alone. Try as hard as you can to make sure that you aren't left alone with any needles or anything.

[secretly_secret]

It's a little late. But I must report a miracle! I told someone today! And I think I am now officially on the road to recovery. I seriously feel better already. I am listening to "Lean on Me" and remembering what my friend Nicole said to me.
She said,
"Hannah, no matter what, I still love you."

Oh, God is working in me! I really can feel it!

[StoppingTime]

Congratulations! Now that you told someone, I hope you will find things to be easier. Now, whenever you want to cut, go to her. Tell her what's on your mind. I'm sure she'll listen, and help you through it.

Stay strong and Good Luck!

[secretly_secret]

The only thing is her mom reads all her emails, so it's hard to talk in code online.
Although, whenever we are emailing, we talk in code about our crushes. ;)
So I guess we can come up with a code.

[xktx]

i used to sh, badly, i hear voices aswell... im a pretty messed up teenager... but its been a weeks since i last sh :) i could have never done it without my best friend :) its gets frustrating explaining it to them sometimes. But sometimes just knowing someones there is all you need :) Good luck. xxx

[secretly_secret]

Now I messed it all up. Cuts all over my stomach and one on my wrist.

Life is so weird right now. I think something is wrong. My dad and mom are acting weird. I think maybe my dad lost his job or someone died. I don't know whats going on, my whole body is screaming,
"make a cut and clear your mind. "

I must. Cut. I can't. Cut.

Whatever, I'm doing it.

[StoppingTime]

Though cutting can help clear your head for a while when things aren't going well, it is a horrible habit. Stay on here as long as you can. Talk to the friend you trust. She will be able to help you. PM me if you need anything.

[secretly_secret]

I can't talk to her, she's babysitting. And she's freaking out over me anyway.
I wish I didn't tell her. First it seemed like a good idea. It wasn't.

[StoppingTime]

How has she been around you lately?

[secretly_secret]

I told her yesterday at homeschool class. everytime I get on gmail, she tells me how much she is freaking out over me. Oh my god, WHY did I tell her?

[FullyAlive]

I told her yesterday at homeschool class. everytime I get on gmail, she tells me how much she is freaking out over me. Oh my god, WHY did I tell her?

Give her sometime, this is a big secret to tell her. She just needs a chance to process it and get used to the idea. It'll be ok. :hug:

[xXl0sth0peXx]

I cut. For me, it's easy to hide. Needle scars fade fairly quickly. It's just too hard.


Not necessarily. When I started a year ago, I used a needle, and I still have visible scars under my fresh cuts. Just be careful.


I know it's hard. -hug-