i love the fact everyone treats me like a mat

[ReasonsForWeeping]

wow could u fucking say please and mother fucking thank you one in awhile geez i clean ur god damn house cook for u and my half brother and sister i choose to stay with b/c im nice im a nice god damn person dont fucking push it im trying to fucking quit cutting do even bother to ask how i am once in awhile geez wtf happened to common fucking curtsy i dont want to live here the only reason i cant fucking leave is b/c u need my fucking help and the fact my mom abandon me but i could live with her if i wanted remember that when u threaten too hit me ... :mad:

i really want to cut i really do ... fml

[secretly_secret]

:( so sorry. I'm actually okay...rather fabulous...right now. ;)

[ReasonsForWeeping]

thats good too hear im your doing better

[Jupiter]

okay, listen, just breath.. in through the nose, out through the mouth... slowly.

[secretly_secret]

You know what, Raven? I feel ya. cuz I cut out of frustration too.

[ReasonsForWeeping]

it takes a lot to get as pissed as i am now im so pissed its not even funny ...

[secretly_secret]

You'd be surprised. My parents soooooooooo don't give me what I deserve either.

[StoppingTime]

You will get through it. The people you are living with are ungrateful for you, and you can't really do anything about that without angering them more. Hopefully they will realize how much you really do for them, and what it would be like without you. I really hope they figure this out soon.
Until then, stay strong, and zone out their feelings. They should be so grateful for you. You can do it, and you will pull through,


Good Luck, and PM me if you ever need anything,
~StoppingTime/Steve

[ReasonsForWeeping]

im gonna do my make-up and take some pics do my hair that sort of thing usually calms me down

[StoppingTime]

Good. Doing this, and anything always helps. Even going for a jog around your block or something. This can really clear your mind if you are going through an abnormally hard day.

[secretly_secret]

Yeah, and posts some of the pics you take online! :) You can do this!

[ReasonsForWeeping]

ok i posted them

[secretly_secret]

How are you cutting wise? I cut earlier today and broke my promise of no cutting for two days. :-\

[PureReality]

Good. Doing this, and anything always helps. Even going for a jog around your block or something. This can really clear your mind if you are going through an abnormally hard day.

Yeah, physical activities sure helps relieve stress and frustration.
Hope you feel better, and don't worry, Karma will stab 'em right when they don't expect it. If Karma doesn't, they better watch out for Fate.

[ReasonsForWeeping]

How are you cutting wise? I cut earlier today and broke my promise of no cutting for two days. :-\
im okish ive manged not to cut but i feel like im losing myself
Yeah, physical activities sure helps relieve stress and frustration.
Hope you feel better, and don't worry, Karma will stab 'em right when they don't expect it. If Karma doesn't, they better watch out for Fate.

im in the middle of big move so my hands and mind are pretty busy

[PureReality]

im in the middle of big move so my hands and mind are pretty busy


Oh, God, moving is ALWAYS stressful and hectic. I definitely feel for you. Atleast it's a new house, and maybe even a new start. I would recommend journalling; and not just journalling about you know, drama at school, but your feelings, even if it's just random phrases that make no sense. Journalling has definitely helped me become one with myself and helped me at a time in my life when I was going through the lowest of lows. I still even journal to this day. :D