I hate everything right now.

[secretly_secret]

My parents never understand anything.
My cousins...well, they're just not doing anything right now.
My siblings are JERKS.
I hate myself.
Ready to do something crazy.
Like getting somethings sharper than needles.
I know there are blades in the garage somewhere...

[AlmostHomeless]

Think about what happens if you go too deep. First of all, you could get seriously hurt. Your parents would find out. Everything that you fight against by hiding it would be put out into the open. That's what stops me from using a box cutter. You can't keep it a secret if you end up in the hospital.

[secretly_secret]

I need something right now. I can't cry. I can cut. I'm trying not to. I'm listening to music.
I need something. I really can't go farther, I know. But I need something.

[StoppingTime]

Stay in here. Crying is a great way to let it all out, although yea, you can't do it while watching siblings. Do something completely unrelated to see harm.