Ugh good GOD

[secretly_secret]

My sister is singing The Last Night by Skillet.

Literally, I walk in, And she sings...

You come to me with scars on your wrists...

I'm not doing so great after that. :(

[Jupiter]

well, does she know about it?

[BrokenButterflies]

I love that song, but it kills me every time I hear it...

[secretly_secret]

well, does she know about it?
No, she doesn't even know what a cutter is. :(

You know its bad when you feel upset after you had a root beer float.
:(:(:(:(:(

[Jupiter]

Well, I just want you to know, I am depressed every day. Extremely. DOn't worry, your sister didn't mean to do anything. Your actions are in the past, you can't do anything to change them now, but you can change your future, so if you just look at the bright side of everything in front of people, it'll start getting to your everyday life, even when people aren't around.

[secretly_secret]

Oh. I didn't know that.
Why is that dang "surprised" emoticon so surprised that it is not fitting for the situation?

[Jupiter]

Oh. I didn't know that.
Why is that dang "surprised" emoticon so surprised that it is not fitting for the situation?

Just learn from your mistakes, sweety.

[secretly_secret]

I made a mistake? I'm lost. :what:

[Jupiter]

Don't take this the wrong way, but cutting. Yes, I feel that is a mistake.

[secretly_secret]

Oh. I guess it is.

[StoppingTime]

Honestly, don't think of it like that. It is so hard for you (and anyone) to quit, so to feel incredibly guilty about it isn't the answer. And you are trying to quit, so you've got nothing to worry about.

[secretly_secret]

Yeah, I'm using the steps to stop (by Eric) and he's helping me too so I'm getting better, minus the red X on my stomach.

[StoppingTime]

You will get there. Believe in yourself, and you can accomplish it. Also, if you ever need someone else to talk to, I'm always here.