Mental Crisis Beyond Belief (No sarcasm despite how f****** cheesy this sounds...)

[IcarusLives]

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Yep I'm all good, thanks, never-mind.

I'm really sorry for posting this thread and then deleting it, I just needed help at the time but some of the stuff I had here was maybe just a bit personal, so I'd like to redact it for now.. Thanks to Lily though :).

[Iris]

You are 17 years old. Whatever's happening in your life, you have the time and the ability to change it. It may not be anytime soon, but it's possible, and very probable. Hold out as long as you can, and it will pay off. Meanwhile you can try to lighten the way you feel by talking to a psychologist, or a friend, or perhaps getting pills from a psychiatrist. They'll make your life easier to handle until you can move on and escape from whatever circumstances are making you want to kill yourself.