Suicide

[mrbluehall12]

Hello, I need some advice now, I got suicide thoughts, hanging, overdosing etc. I did slice my arms and legs and I got rushed into hospital, I need help badly, I got noone at all by me or to support and this is my last resort, if this cannot help me then I might turn for the worst. I used to live with my nan and granddad and my nan died last year, late february where I performed CPR to try and bring her back and I failed, I promised my granddad that if he dies, I will kill myself, but I have been fighting the thought so far, but its coming stronger and I am getting weaker. I lost my closest friend, my german shepheard. My mum disowned me because of my dad, my dad killed himself when I 2 and half years old, I been told so much about it and I blame my mum, my mum is the reason for all this. I want out, but I am open for help, this is my last hope before it ends for good! :( :( :( :( :( :(

[Israel1]

Hi, you may not know me but I just want to say a few words of advice.
If you do this think of what you will miss, all the people and events. Life deals us all bad cards but like any card game you will allways have a better hand. Please do not do this, I know that thinking about it makes the feeling worse and it may seem like a way out but I promise you it is not, please PM me if you feel the need.
Israel.

[mrbluehall12]

I was admitted to hospital on Monday just gone and I only just got discharged yesterday when the mental doctor said I was safe to go home, I got help coming and I got to go back every week for check ups anyway, I will get better don't worry.

[Unique Physique]

I'm glad you're out of the crisis now, but for future reference, remember prevention is always better than cure. If you ever feel like that again, before you try anything, just call either a close friend or a helpline. If you live in the UK, NHS Direct (0845 4647) nurses are professional and really good in a mental health crisis and they are also in a place to physically help you if you want, you can use the service anonymously even if they do ask for the name of your GP, but I do believe they have the right to break confidentiality if you're at risk to yourself or others, so bear that in mind. Still, don't let it put you off.

[logan fields]

hi stephen, i wish i knew you so we could talk because it sounds like we both could use a friend and someone to just listen. i dont know how old you are but im 13 and i guess i dont have all the answers but i know what its like to feel alone and to have scary thoughts running around in my head so maybe im not to smart but id love to be your friend.

i hate life sometimes because its sad and because there are mean people in it like bullies but stephen we wont always be little and one day we will own our lives and can do what we want and can be happy, so try not to focus on today or tomorrow but on the future when you will have an amazing life. if we cave in now and let the evil win, then who loses, we do. you are way to amazing to let anyone or anything take that away from you so hang in there.

[Jupiter]

Hey, man. You got us, we can talk this out..

[adrenaline500mg]

Definitly you can message me. I've been thorugh my own tough times. I actually just got discharged from the hospital last month after a 6 or 7 month stay because of a suicide attempt. Recently I've been thinking a lot about it. But what keeps me alive right now is the dream of me and my boufriend living together.

Right now I think you should find out what your dreams are. Convince yourself you want to make this happen and you won't let anything stand in your way.

[Dancergurrl]

I've attempted suicide several times, and although I might just seem hypocritical, trying to convince you to live while I'm suicidal myself, I just relate. Even if you think you have nothing to live for, there is always something. For example, I have no friends in my real life. I felt alone, I was depressed, I hated myself, so I tried to overdose. However, I guess I didn't take enough, because I lived. When I was able to, I signed onto my Yahoo, and was able to talk to my very best friend, who I met on the internet. She understood what I was going through...Being able to talk to her, I realized that there are people and perks that make life worth living. Basically, find something that makes you happy, cling to that. :)

I also want you to think about the people who care about you. Perhaps you think nobody cares, or you're alone, but hey-I'm here, I'm writing this. I care, so know you have someone. But if you did kill yourself, it would crush everyone who cares. If you can't stay in this world for yourself, stay for them. They'll never give up on you.

[Jupiter]

Okay. Stop. Take a breath.
Think really hard about this. Why would you want the last things in your life to be bad things. Let things get better, and then you can understand that suicide is not the way out. I hope this gets to you in time.

[teendanica]

Have some time to go to church. There's only one person that I know can help you and is watching you at all times.