so trigggering today

[ryantombs]

soo... i just learned my ex gf and her best friend big fight prob loss of 9 yr friend ship and stuff and shes messed up as am i and so i went over to talk to her... and we were talking and well she said that my ex gf who cheated on me with another girl came back from myrtle beach and was already making out with the other girl 2 weeks after leaving me and im happy for her that shes now happy but i got so upset so mad that in my car i literrally was shaking andi was looking for my knife it was so bad and this girl knows i cut and stuff (only person) and shes so worried and all this stuff but my ex gf has fingered and already been fingered my this othr person make out do hw on skool nights till 11 and stuff just everything from our many ppl said better then perfect relationship its like omfg i cant stand it... and i know some of you may laugh and say oh dont worry about it or just plain laugh and go your dumb but this is like mental abuse to me and it hurts so bad and i just need an escape and i cut for the first time in prob over a week and i cant take it and no one to talk to
- sorry just needed to vent and stuff but yeeh :'( </3

[secretly_secret]

:'( So sorry. Lots of love. <3 how old are you?

[XxArcAngelxX]

relationships are tough man. so sorry best of luck mate =]

[ryantombs]

17 and yea wat makes it tough is she was first girl i liked (going back 3 yrs now we were on and off for a long time then last yr we had 8 months and it ended august 27th or so) she was the first girl i liked practically talked to and went all the way with everything from holding hands to kiss to well all the way now it feels like everything is just a lie the past 9 months... lie everything why why
its just omg overwhelmed
and thanks guys :) <3

[ReasonsForWeeping]

we are all here to talk im always willing to listen

[ryantombs]

thank you guys so much :,)
*tears of happiness*