Suicidal thoughts!

[XxArcAngelxX]

I am having suicidal thoughts right now, its all i can think about. ive tried everything talking to a friend listening to music, tele ect. im very anxious and my mind is working a million miles an hour. im getting very fed up with myself and everyone around me sometimes i feel like i only have one true friend. i cang handle living anymore, these antidepressants arnt working. nothing has changed i feel like my ”normal" depressed self... thanks for listening
~Alex

[abdheuuuchjc]

Dude here's what u do u take all potential suicide tools out of ur room(knife razor pills etc.) and lock itself in there until it passes. While ur in their think if things u have to live for and how bad u would be missed.

[XxArcAngelxX]

Dude here's what u do u take all potential suicide tools out of ur room(knife razor pills etc.) and lock itself in there until it passes. While ur in their think if things u have to live for and how bad u would be missed.

Ill try it. i went 1 day without cutting and this happened. this was day 2. i cant do it i feel like i need to cut more... i will try your suggestion thank you
~Alex

[abdheuuuchjc]

No probe dude just don't kill itself it just made my day helping someone alittle pm me anytime feel free

[abdheuuuchjc]

Dude listen to some nirvana I always do that and I u cut itself ur letting me down

[XxArcAngelxX]

i cant do it.. i cant go another night without cutting i just cant

[abdheuuuchjc]

Resist nOw I'm driving to ecking Maryland and shipping u in a box to Africa. There's someone out there lest fortunate than u what did u have for diner? Do u know half of Africa had... Nothing

[abdheuuuchjc]

Pm me now

[abdheuuuchjc]

Alex listen we will get through this TOGETHER

[abdheuuuchjc]

Dude I'm suicidal too. Truth is neither of us want death we just want help. Me and u will get though this as a team

[abdheuuuchjc]

Dude u still there?

[XxArcAngelxX]

i hate my life my dad hates me, i hate my mom. and i dont really eat alot. i eat less then a full meal a day.

[Stretch]

i hate my life my dad hates me, i hate my mom. and i dont really eat alot. i eat less then a full meal a day.

Have you thought about talking to somebody? Maybe you have a ton of stuff just bottled up, that you need to get out. Have you tried phoning a hotline? I really think you need to find something, or someone to vent your feelings too. Maybe you can phone the Suicide Hotline? Not necessarily to get talked out of suicide, but just to talk to them. They have great advice that will keep your mind off the bad thoughts :)

[Amaryllis]

Just wait it out. Live life by the day. Tell yourself "Get through today", every day. When you're dead, you're dead. No second chances. Live for the possibility that tomorrow may be better. Live because you may become something great and that you may find someone to live for one day.

The glass isn't half full. Because in the air there are atoms, particles. So your glass is always full. Some people just don't see it.

Love,
Faith and Trust

[XxArcAngelxX]

Just wait it out. Live life by the day. Tell yourself "Get through today", every day. When you're dead, you're dead. No second chances. Live for the possibility that tomorrow may be better. Live because you may become something great and that you may find someone to live for one day.

The glass isn't half full. Because in the air there are atoms, particles. So your glass is always full. Some people just don't see it.

Love,
Faith and Trust

thx ill try to keep it in mind. lately ive lost all interest is everything though. ›‹

[abdheuuuchjc]

Have u talked to a shrink

[XxArcAngelxX]

yeah. he perscribed me zoloft and its only gotten worse. though that may be my life not the meds. all i can think about is suicide or cutting. i dont enjoy anything anymore =[

[abdheuuuchjc]

Tell him that talk to ur parents

[XxArcAngelxX]

i have told my mom. and im going to tell my psychologist as soon as soon as i see him next hopefully soon. i hope that i that he puts me on something differnt... these side effects are crazy sometimes i jusr zoneout and feel so sedated ›‹ but sometimes im my normal anxious self.

[abdheuuuchjc]

Maybe u should stop taking them until u can talk to ur doc

[XxArcAngelxX]

im not sure if i can go cold turkey. i think i might have to decrease the dosage slowly im not sure. so ill wait to talk to him.

[abdheuuuchjc]

Talk to him ASAP

[XxArcAngelxX]

its been 2 weeks lets hope that thats all itll be. ›‹

[abdheuuuchjc]

Call him up right now and explain ur crises

[XxArcAngelxX]

dont know his number and its about 1am here where i live

[abdheuuuchjc]

Same here. Ask yo momma for it. A real shrink would answer the iPhone for a client no matter the time