I think I'm gonna kill myself today...

[DarkNick]

8th of Octomber 1995.The day that a monster came to life (That's me)
16 years later,on the same date he finds out from his friends that they doesn't love him anymore,that he is selfish and cynic,full of depression no matter what happens,that he loves other things more than his friends and that he's nothing but a big messy trouble in the eyes of the others and they (the others) can only feel sorry for him....
I've heard that from many ppl and I can't change it.I feel like they are right and I lost the boy that I was in love with for 2 years,And two other girls that I loved more or less like the boy (they came in other parts of my life) because of it!

So it's time for this monster to die, and let all those ppl feel better, tonight in midnight....
I just wanted to vent that.
Thanks for reading it.

[secretly_secret]

Hey.
Hey.
HEY.
*HEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

Stop it. You are not killing yourself. Life is not worth killing yourself.

I was really in denial for a while, cutting every night. Wishing I was dead.
Thinking nobody cared.

Now I realized how good life is. I am doing much better.

Listen to this song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UizRJdg98rI

I won't let you say goodbye. I'll be your reason why.

[nick]

Hope you are still with us. I can soak stuff up if you need to talk.

[Funkapotamus]

Yo dude, DON'T GO THROUGH WITH IT!

Those so called "friends" don't understand what it is to be you. To be in your skin, in your mind. So why should they get to you and assess the outcome of your life?

There are many people out in this world including these people and myself who would be happy to get to know you and share your warmth.

Stick with us another day, year, just longer than you're presently giving your rationally bruised soul to think. Talk to me bud, I'm here and so are these peeps.

[Jupiter]

Like everyone else said, life is too good to just pass by. Ever see a food, think, oh I'll eat it later, and then forget about it, and its got mold? Its that way with problems, you have to eat them. So in this analogy, eat is to food as take care of is to problems. I AM NOT SAYING FOOD WILL TAKE CARE OF YOUR PROBLEMS.

[PureReality]

8th of Octomber 1995.The day that a monster came to life (That's me)
16 years later,on the same date he finds out from his friends that they doesn't love him anymore,that he is selfish and cynic,full of depression no matter what happens,that he loves other things more than his friends and that he's nothing but a big messy trouble in the eyes of the others and they (the others) can only feel sorry for him....
I've heard that from many ppl and I can't change it.I feel like they are right and I lost the boy that I was in love with for 2 years,And two other girls that I loved more or less like the boy (they came in other parts of my life) because of it!

So it's time for this monster to die, and let all those ppl feel better, tonight in midnight....
I just wanted to vent that.
Thanks for reading it.

Don't kill yourself - you are always able to change, don't give up; your life may not be where you want it to be right now, but that is changeable, you just need some guidance, guidance from the wise. There is always turning back, and there are always many paths that you can take, and turn around. Don't ever thing that you are a monster, because you're not. You're a human being, with feelings and a heart. Loss is one of the worst things people go through but it is truly inevitable. Even if your friends don't 'love' you, it shouldn't matter. You should always love yourself. I was at a point in my own life where I didn't love myself, but it took two years to change my path, and to become happy and to love myself. The path is long, but not impossible. Like I said, don't give up, stay strong. Make the right choices, not regretful ones that will make others feel the LOSS that you are going through right now. Death is inevitable, but suicide is not. Be smart with the choices you make, you can do it. :)

[ryantombs]

comeon buddy stay with us everyone on this site loves you talk to someone life is worth living its always darkest before the dawn but dawn always arrives trust me

[Funkapotamus]

comeon buddy stay with us everyone on this site loves you talk to someone life is worth living its always darkest before the dawn but dawn always arrives trust me

Beautifully said.... I might have to use it as a massager sig xD