XxArcAngelxX
October 7th, 2011, 11:04 PM
So i used to do oxycodone and my parents found out i went to rehab and got away with saying i tried it once. truthfully it was 40 maybe more. i od'd about 4 or 5 times. i never ended up going to rehab i just went the 1 time to take the drug and breatholizer test and answer some questions i didnt like it at all the ppl were assholes and acted like theyweere better then me.
my mom found out i was cutting when i was 13 at the time it wasnt bad. not like it is now. she said if i ever did it again she would put my away. since then its been my biggest fear... my cutting has gotten way worse then it a few scratches now its deeper i endup bleeding and having to bandage it well and sometimes thhe cuts break open again and start to bleed, i think of suicide many times a day. everytime i see a knife i imagine myself dying. or everytime i see a building i imagine jumping off it. you get the picture. so im posting this for 3 reasons
1. to get some stress out
2.to keep my mind off cutting for a bit
3 to get your storys
kaye well thanks for reading
~Alex
my mom found out i was cutting when i was 13 at the time it wasnt bad. not like it is now. she said if i ever did it again she would put my away. since then its been my biggest fear... my cutting has gotten way worse then it a few scratches now its deeper i endup bleeding and having to bandage it well and sometimes thhe cuts break open again and start to bleed, i think of suicide many times a day. everytime i see a knife i imagine myself dying. or everytime i see a building i imagine jumping off it. you get the picture. so im posting this for 3 reasons
1. to get some stress out
2.to keep my mind off cutting for a bit
3 to get your storys
kaye well thanks for reading
~Alex